Wednesday, November 11, 2009

haha. i cant remember when is my last post...
n even having some trouble logging in, needa reset password coz i ve forgotten mine old one.
>.<
I'M TOO FREE NOW.
sam paper finished yesterday, meaning that i have no more reason to step into taylor's college anymore.
it is weird.. =( i have been waiting for this 'free' lengang lengang life from the starting of the year
but... things dont come as i expected.
i dont feel excited , hooray, halehlooyah, or yeepi.
my heart tells me that i miss my lecturers, classmates, coursemates, tuition teacher, ac food stall taukeh, mac centre taukeh, everything.. everything .. that i have gone through this year.
"you have to move on" is what people always say when come to this moment.
arghhh. bet its now my turn to be told "you have to move on"
can i stay on? =( i really dont feel like moving. my legs are heavy.
:'(

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Best MOM

mom left me..:'(
i couldn't fake a smile when opening the taxi door for her.. and so i cried
i miss her so much!! :(
she was here for 2 days, but the 1st day was suck..
i feel she is so irritating as she always complaint about my room, my studies, my eating habits and everything.. my everything seems abnormal to her..
but i believe everyone is like that.. only started to cherish anything when it comes nearlyto the end. regretness, hatress , random emotions.. :(
mum was here to be my maid. she cleaned my room, wiped my everything in the room which is covered by thickness of dust, washed my clothes, and everthing.. too much to be list out!
truly, i hope i can follow her back but i couldn't.
tonight is my another lonely night. i miss my family again. :'(
lonely, i am so lonely, i have no money, all by my ownn... lalalala :'(

Saturday, June 27, 2009

lazziiiinessssss...

sorry ..recently was too lazy to blog..
blogging doesnt need to update everyday right? so..i take back my apologize. haha!
watched transformer yesterday ALONE since my girlfriends went for singing k, and guyfriends went for the 220 movie :( anyway, transformer was really cool! i love the machine, osmotic ( if i 'm not mistaken.) haha..can't remember their name..
when i got home , liyuen told me that the main femalr character in transformer is actually a GUY. omg, feel like fainting cos' i was still thinking and admiring how pretty and sexy she/he is . :S
after movie and sing k, we went to play 'ding ding'. USH! finally i beaten the record of my friend who has won the racing game 7 consecutive times! :D tang tang tang tang!
mum was here yesterday at 2a.m. as her flight kept on delaying.. poor mama:(
she purposely came here to bring me to eye specialist today . my vision getting blur.. luckily dr. said there's no much to worry. visit her again next week.. obviously, this is their way to make money. appoinment after appoinment..
err..not much to write of an ordinary life of ordinary people like me.
so.. goodnight. :)

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Over! :D

OVER sounds finish la..die la.. to you? nonononono.. my this over is a good 'over' ! :)

my ESL presentation is over today! heehee..

today presentation was good. really compared to that time when teacher let us practiced. haha syok sendiri..

aiks. i tried to upload my presentation slide at below but seems like got a little bit of problem.....

nextly, Indonesian Open was over yesterday . ( F.Y.I. i'm a big fans of badminton, so u guys might seeing a lot of posts on badminton in future, wahaha)
like a tradition, lee chong wei emerged as the men's single champion since LinDan seems to be the only 1 that has the 100% fully potential to beat him, and the latter lose to compatriot Chen Jin in the quarter final due to injuries.. and congratulations to our woman's double player, Chin Ee Hui & Wong Pei Tty! this is their 1st title in the presence of other taikazeh player from china and korea.

today in my college, there's a duno wat brand of fruit juice company giving out samples for FREE!
almost the whole people in the college, include lecturers surrounded the van and really tried their best to GRAB it! OMG. they act like they never see fruit juices before.. a liitle bit too over.
eventually, my housemate manages to grab 3 bottles and i also tumpang drink la.. haha

okay, lastly, it has already over the actual sleeping time and why am i not in bed?

thus, GOODNIGHT! :D



Monday, June 22, 2009

Sleepy...but yet still blogging..

so sleepy now! when i was going to shut down my pc, i teringat i still haven't post a blog today.
and yesterday.. yesterday was because i fall asleep after i apply eyedrops into my eyes. when i woke up, it's already 4 in the morning :( woke up,shut computer,sleep again :(
so today,i'm not repeating my mistake again lar..
tomorrow is my presentation. quite nervous la. haha
will try to post my slide at here if i've found out the method. even how to create a chatbox in my blogspot i also don't know how. HEY, somebody ! please teach me!
okay, wish me luck. ohya, my presentation topic is genetically modified food : helpful or harmful
Sounds boring ya? huh. nope! it's an intereting topic because the presentor is me :D
kkkkkkk, enough! sleepy! goodnight!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Philoshophy Of Night

night comes, and my feeling will b mixed-up! it depends..
it's quiet at night.
loneliness comes and memories follow at behind
night indicates the coming of another bright day, or should i say is the time to evaluate what we did during the day before the night? emooo..
feel so fucked up thinking back what i have done before tonight's night
woke up at 11, on9 until 1230, eat and online again until 2, sleep until 6, lengang lengang until 9, went to see dr for my eyes until 11. and now blogging!
ARGH! where is the word 'study' which supposed to be in a student's timetable????
i really dislike the feeling of regretness. T_T
like usual night, i will plan what to do for the coming day
wake up at 10, study until 1230, eat until 130, study until 530, gym until 7, study until 11, off the light.:) it's perfect JUST IF i could really stick to it :(
well, to stop myself from being emo at night, i will connect my ipod to laptop n listen to music..
tralalala.. just like stars hanging on the night sky to brighten it up
twinkle twinkle little star..
but still, i hate,dislike,benci,taoyan,bosuka night!
ohya, to me, night means the period when the sky is black in colour! that's my philosophy of night..
Goodnight. gotcha sleepp!!zzz...

Friday, June 19, 2009

BLODDY HELL FUCKer!

WAT the fuck! i lost my hp again! this is my 3rd time .
not to say i used to it, but seriously i feel less pain than the 1st and 2nd time. but at least i cried, n feel numb.
things happened this way
i went skating at sunway pyramid which i swear i won't go there anymore
actually i wanted to watch movie but to please my classmate ,ok, i followed them to skate
then charlene who learns skating there told us there's no need to put pur things in locker as the place is safe and won't happen such thing which happened to us
thinking that the locker might be expensive like rm20, kedekut eh me jz put my things on the bench outside the skating ring
after skated for about 30 minutes, i realised that my bag has shifted place
....................
eventually, sook theng also lost her hp whereas christine lost rm200
that 'kind' fucker just took away her money, and left her atm bank card, rm10 rm 5 notes inside her purse. ~!@#$%^&
that time we were so nervous and asked the officer there for cctv video. wat the hell not knowing that both of us has goin to b crazy, he insisted us to fill in a form b4 we watch the cctv ( by that time if really we can found out who's that fucker, he might gone d la! !@#$)
that fucker is a chinese guy age: around 24 truly dissapointed with chinese la.
cried,screamed..watever people will do when they lose their mind, i did
DAMN SAD BABE!
after that, to release sadness, v went ting ting and eat expensive food
:( sorry dad. 3rd time. i hope there's no 4th time.
do my face really look so easy to steal things from?
:(